Ten Fingers

Well it's been a few weeks. We get internet on Tuesday so we should be able to post regularly again. I'm not a fan of the phone app for this but today I need to share.
I took my boys to church today. Been going since July 4 weekend. Kai loves his Sunday school class. He's been doing so well.
And then today happened.
He wandered off.
For a terrifying few minutes no one knew where my boy was. Thankfully we were lucky and he was quickly found still in the building...this time.
This time. My God. This time. What about next time? There's bound to be a next time-my boy is a wanderer. When and where will next time be?
Three years ago, I counted ten little fingers and ten little toes. I listened to his heart beat and thanked God he was breathing. Blue as a smurf but breathing.
Today I did it again.
Ten fingers.
Ten toes.
Heartbeat.
Breathing. And this time not blue.
My God. What about next time?